What Happen?

 I had this crush that started in sophomore.I used to like this boy named Daniel.His your typical beaner.You know,mexican all up,''brown pride'',his that typical boy that is raise in spanish  but only learn english,and have an accent in his native language.His kinda of the scary looking kinda guy, but I had the most deepest crush towards him, and he wasn't one of those normal popular cute guys, he was actually the opposite,where everyone wonder why would I like him if he was a''jerk'' and kind of bad looking,but the more they told me why I should't like him ,the more I fell for him.Is like ''the impossible romance''.I mean we flirted back and forward,you guys know,we give us looks,and I mean we were extremely close to going out,I even got him to hug me and occasionally hold my hand (His those type of ''don't touch me'' kind of people'')
 I had a crush on him for over 2 years.Now I still shine like a bulb when I see him , but I no longer get those crazy ideas that one day we might be more than we are right now,I mean it's not like there's no chance for us to be together, just not right now.He has his special one and I have mine.Even with  that in mind we both  smile at each other happy with what we have, with what we have become, with the fact that we love each other just like we are right now, friends.We aren't friendzone nor cheating  on our beloved ones, but we do like to hang out once in a while and just talked about nothing in particular and forget about the real world and the drama in between.He knows some of my secrets and he knows some of mine.
  We even have our own little things. Like when ever I have a sad day ,I would message him ''honey bees' and he would reply the same thing back and we would just  do that back and forward ,adding with in each message an expression mark.Or whenever he comes to pay be a visit, we would have a routine,where when he left, he would walk away extremely slowly on purpose,and I would scream ''where's my hug'' and he would come rushing back and stand in front of me with his arms wide open and just stand there,and I would say ''You're making this awkward on purpose,sir'' and he would respond ''of course I am,so come quickly,come in'' And I would hug him and my face would be in his shoulder,I would feel his warmth and his protection and for those few moments I'll feel like everything around is fine,like nothing had happen,like we were those tow best friends we were once,that had grown to this, now  instead of been just that little crush,it had grown to more,now I see him as someone part of my ''family friends'',someone I had know for a while that had just grow on me, He says that  now that we're out of high school we would drift slowly apart, but I beg to differ.I don't know what I have to do,and I really would try to put all the puzzle together and tape it up to make it stay that way, I know that is probable that threw the years I would add on the big master piece, but I would love every single  piece of it,not only him,it's like I would not imagen  a world where every 31st of december,I remember is his birthday,just as I remember the other's :).
   I just don't know how, by being  a little silly, I accomplish to become friends with such a guy...excuse me..man.Everyone has a silly crush here and there and gets over it after a while,but no, this guy stuck like  a gum under a desk.Of course our love life had gone through different paths, :) AND IM REALLY HAPPY WITH THE GUY I'M WIHT AT THE TIME :D but Daniel will have my support and my friendship no matter what...And I mean it! :) I hope I'm friends with himfor a long while, forever will be to much to ask, but just...for a while