Inside my mind

I don't even know what to say right now.s like Im trying to be nice and I end up been mean, and after that I say Im sorry and yet still I've been such  a mufflebunned three minutes later,Gha!! Is so dessesperating...I just wanna burry myself under a rock till they miss me D: I wanna say something funny,something that would sparked a conversation, not something I have to apologize for,maybe Im just scare he will think I'm to weird, and I just come out weirder COURSE YOU HORMONES,COURSE YOOOUUUUU!!!!!!