I would had been happier looing as a nurse D"; boo boo boo boo boo
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Little Things #1 Halloween/Sexy Nurse~
It was halloween,and of course this halloween lands in the middle of the week.I made him think I was going to dress as a ''sexy nurse'' and I was, till my wallet disagreed with me and a close friend came up with the ''it's too reviling for a young educated women like yourself, you would make men think of you in the sexual ways'' So I decided that it would be better for my dignity and mostly because of my wallet that this year I would recycle and dress as death (I ended up looking as a rising dead of a graduated high school student because I forgot my ''weapon of doom'') It was rather a blushing moment walking up to him that morning,instead of wearing that hot sexy nurse outfit now that I finally have the hips and age to make it look soo good, i wanted to buy it even more when the day before that while cuddling he mention I was his sexy nurse and kiss me,HIS sexy nurse,THAT right there just sunk my heart and made little butterflies just fly around.he said it in the most sweetest way that could ever be mention.He made me feel so pretty ,so liked,and Im not the most confident girl out there, but I guess that he is the one I wanna thanks for beliving that Im pretty and maybe that's what bring me out of my shell to actually try to look more attractive and be that sexy nurse I could have been on halloween ...everyday :D (striving to be a better person!)
Monday, January 7, 2013
What Happen?
I had this crush that started in sophomore.I used to like this boy named Daniel.His your typical beaner.You know,mexican all up,''brown pride'',his that typical boy that is raise in spanish but only learn english,and have an accent in his native language.His kinda of the scary looking kinda guy, but I had the most deepest crush towards him, and he wasn't one of those normal popular cute guys, he was actually the opposite,where everyone wonder why would I like him if he was a''jerk'' and kind of bad looking,but the more they told me why I should't like him ,the more I fell for him.Is like ''the impossible romance''.I mean we flirted back and forward,you guys know,we give us looks,and I mean we were extremely close to going out,I even got him to hug me and occasionally hold my hand (His those type of ''don't touch me'' kind of people'')
I had a crush on him for over 2 years.Now I still shine like a bulb when I see him , but I no longer get those crazy ideas that one day we might be more than we are right now,I mean it's not like there's no chance for us to be together, just not right now.He has his special one and I have mine.Even with that in mind we both smile at each other happy with what we have, with what we have become, with the fact that we love each other just like we are right now, friends.We aren't friendzone nor cheating on our beloved ones, but we do like to hang out once in a while and just talked about nothing in particular and forget about the real world and the drama in between.He knows some of my secrets and he knows some of mine.
We even have our own little things. Like when ever I have a sad day ,I would message him ''honey bees' and he would reply the same thing back and we would just do that back and forward ,adding with in each message an expression mark.Or whenever he comes to pay be a visit, we would have a routine,where when he left, he would walk away extremely slowly on purpose,and I would scream ''where's my hug'' and he would come rushing back and stand in front of me with his arms wide open and just stand there,and I would say ''You're making this awkward on purpose,sir'' and he would respond ''of course I am,so come quickly,come in'' And I would hug him and my face would be in his shoulder,I would feel his warmth and his protection and for those few moments I'll feel like everything around is fine,like nothing had happen,like we were those tow best friends we were once,that had grown to this, now instead of been just that little crush,it had grown to more,now I see him as someone part of my ''family friends'',someone I had know for a while that had just grow on me, He says that now that we're out of high school we would drift slowly apart, but I beg to differ.I don't know what I have to do,and I really would try to put all the puzzle together and tape it up to make it stay that way, I know that is probable that threw the years I would add on the big master piece, but I would love every single piece of it,not only him,it's like I would not imagen a world where every 31st of december,I remember is his birthday,just as I remember the other's :).
I just don't know how, by being a little silly, I accomplish to become friends with such a guy...excuse me..man.Everyone has a silly crush here and there and gets over it after a while,but no, this guy stuck like a gum under a desk.Of course our love life had gone through different paths, :) AND IM REALLY HAPPY WITH THE GUY I'M WIHT AT THE TIME :D but Daniel will have my support and my friendship no matter what...And I mean it! :) I hope I'm friends with himfor a long while, forever will be to much to ask, but just...for a while
I had a crush on him for over 2 years.Now I still shine like a bulb when I see him , but I no longer get those crazy ideas that one day we might be more than we are right now,I mean it's not like there's no chance for us to be together, just not right now.He has his special one and I have mine.Even with that in mind we both smile at each other happy with what we have, with what we have become, with the fact that we love each other just like we are right now, friends.We aren't friendzone nor cheating on our beloved ones, but we do like to hang out once in a while and just talked about nothing in particular and forget about the real world and the drama in between.He knows some of my secrets and he knows some of mine.
We even have our own little things. Like when ever I have a sad day ,I would message him ''honey bees' and he would reply the same thing back and we would just do that back and forward ,adding with in each message an expression mark.Or whenever he comes to pay be a visit, we would have a routine,where when he left, he would walk away extremely slowly on purpose,and I would scream ''where's my hug'' and he would come rushing back and stand in front of me with his arms wide open and just stand there,and I would say ''You're making this awkward on purpose,sir'' and he would respond ''of course I am,so come quickly,come in'' And I would hug him and my face would be in his shoulder,I would feel his warmth and his protection and for those few moments I'll feel like everything around is fine,like nothing had happen,like we were those tow best friends we were once,that had grown to this, now instead of been just that little crush,it had grown to more,now I see him as someone part of my ''family friends'',someone I had know for a while that had just grow on me, He says that now that we're out of high school we would drift slowly apart, but I beg to differ.I don't know what I have to do,and I really would try to put all the puzzle together and tape it up to make it stay that way, I know that is probable that threw the years I would add on the big master piece, but I would love every single piece of it,not only him,it's like I would not imagen a world where every 31st of december,I remember is his birthday,just as I remember the other's :).
I just don't know how, by being a little silly, I accomplish to become friends with such a guy...excuse me..man.Everyone has a silly crush here and there and gets over it after a while,but no, this guy stuck like a gum under a desk.Of course our love life had gone through different paths, :) AND IM REALLY HAPPY WITH THE GUY I'M WIHT AT THE TIME :D but Daniel will have my support and my friendship no matter what...And I mean it! :) I hope I'm friends with himfor a long while, forever will be to much to ask, but just...for a while
And flush goes florida
No offends to anyone reading this,is a perpective point from a tourist only.
I went to Florida for my holiday vacation, in specific Miami and Orlando,, which from my perception was awosome.I was where CSI:Miami was inspired, where the hot guys where,(i just realize I didnt went to Jersey shore D:< ) Anyways, Florida Miami tturn out to be more than I ever imagen,Extremely nice weather, warm and fuzzy.Bunch of Cubans and Argentinos, which are not easily spot if it wasnt for there foreign accent , which by the way, I will never get tired of hearing,and that people stare at me for my accent in spanish, I mean I'm used to be make fun for my accent in english...but in spanish is a whole different story...anyways... everything was good and well until the call of the wild came, and let me tell you I was in the central rich part of Miami,and there was NO CLEAN BATHROOM (TUN TUN TUN!!!!) People,come on, how hard is to hired people to clean bathrooms..and put clean toilet paper!!!! D:< I needed to bring a roll of that paper everywhere...Does anyone here know how hard is to stuff a whole toilet paper inside a bag and for no one to notice,but then I was the one who laughed when people around my toilet box asked for toilet paper.
It look like a whole bunch of gangs affiliation hang out in the girl's restroom.Really fancy words and caligrafy they had.Good thing that I had my trusty toilet paper to cover that nasty looking thing called ''toilet sit'' for those that had them.Their must have some kind of health regulation for having no kind of toilet sit cover.I even found some '' female trash'' left behind, outside of the trash...IT WAS NNAASSTTYY.
To any of those that actually live in Miami/Orlando, I mean no offense,but someone should put a clompain to the manager to any store, PLEASE!
I went to Florida for my holiday vacation, in specific Miami and Orlando,, which from my perception was awosome.I was where CSI:Miami was inspired, where the hot guys where,(i just realize I didnt went to Jersey shore D:< ) Anyways, Florida Miami tturn out to be more than I ever imagen,Extremely nice weather, warm and fuzzy.Bunch of Cubans and Argentinos, which are not easily spot if it wasnt for there foreign accent , which by the way, I will never get tired of hearing,and that people stare at me for my accent in spanish, I mean I'm used to be make fun for my accent in english...but in spanish is a whole different story...anyways... everything was good and well until the call of the wild came, and let me tell you I was in the central rich part of Miami,and there was NO CLEAN BATHROOM (TUN TUN TUN!!!!) People,come on, how hard is to hired people to clean bathrooms..and put clean toilet paper!!!! D:< I needed to bring a roll of that paper everywhere...Does anyone here know how hard is to stuff a whole toilet paper inside a bag and for no one to notice,but then I was the one who laughed when people around my toilet box asked for toilet paper.
It look like a whole bunch of gangs affiliation hang out in the girl's restroom.Really fancy words and caligrafy they had.Good thing that I had my trusty toilet paper to cover that nasty looking thing called ''toilet sit'' for those that had them.Their must have some kind of health regulation for having no kind of toilet sit cover.I even found some '' female trash'' left behind, outside of the trash...IT WAS NNAASSTTYY.
Sheesh!Cab, Bob?
Tina is desperate to get her first kiss at her 13th birthday party. But after Louise breaks the deep fryer, Bob takes a second job as a late-night cab driver to pay for Tina's party. Things keep getting worse for Bob when the parents of Tina's crush refuse to let their son attend the party, and Bob has to do everything in his power to save his daughter's big day.
This episodes is one of those exclusive few episodes where you can see the relationship that both Bob and Tina have.All the things he has to go through to actually get the money.It makes you realize of how much a dad can a actually love his daughter.I mean the dude work in a taxi cab driving cross-dresser prostitutes around town in the middle of the night,that right there is love.Love for one's daughter.Its funny and cute at the same time.Adding to that, I also like how the only real present that Tina wanted was a kiss from her crush.The way that she described him was as if he was the hottest guy ever...and in the end the guy turned out to be exactly like her, but in a boy version.
Turns out that Jimmy Jr, "Mr.dance-master'' over here, is the son of Jimmy, the owner of the Italian restaurant,the competition of Bob's burgers,who would not allow his son to go until Bob shaves his mustache,which Bob consider to be unfair because is his daughter birthday and the only thing that she wanted was for this boy to attend and to have her first kiss under the disco ball.The most precious first kiss that every 13 year old dream of.So at the end, Bob did a little something for her and at the end one can see Tina appreciating all that his dad did for her,to bring her such a great party.I mean, one can't just stop the romance going there.Is like separating romeo and juliet,rose and jack, prince eric and ariel!!! Look at them, just like any teen couple falling in a crush.
I mean look at them, they are meant for each other.
At the end,the dad did let his son go,and the most cutest,disgusting,and just adorable scene happen.Which as shamefull as it is, I actually relate to.I relate to how I often overlook at my parents effort and get mad at the smallest things.such as the fact that the guy that I like a lot , which I made the party specifically for.I mean at my age, the guy of your dreams is pretty special .Everyones wants some of romance for there birthday party.Don't they?
I'm happy to say, that by the end of the episode,everything went into place and Tina got her gorgeous kiss.Just like everyone wants there first kiss to be.Explosions, hearts,and just *sight* romantic :)
This episodes is one of those exclusive few episodes where you can see the relationship that both Bob and Tina have.All the things he has to go through to actually get the money.It makes you realize of how much a dad can a actually love his daughter.I mean the dude work in a taxi cab driving cross-dresser prostitutes around town in the middle of the night,that right there is love.Love for one's daughter.Its funny and cute at the same time.Adding to that, I also like how the only real present that Tina wanted was a kiss from her crush.The way that she described him was as if he was the hottest guy ever...and in the end the guy turned out to be exactly like her, but in a boy version.
Turns out that Jimmy Jr, "Mr.dance-master'' over here, is the son of Jimmy, the owner of the Italian restaurant,the competition of Bob's burgers,who would not allow his son to go until Bob shaves his mustache,which Bob consider to be unfair because is his daughter birthday and the only thing that she wanted was for this boy to attend and to have her first kiss under the disco ball.The most precious first kiss that every 13 year old dream of.So at the end, Bob did a little something for her and at the end one can see Tina appreciating all that his dad did for her,to bring her such a great party.I mean, one can't just stop the romance going there.Is like separating romeo and juliet,rose and jack, prince eric and ariel!!! Look at them, just like any teen couple falling in a crush.
I mean look at them, they are meant for each other.
At the end,the dad did let his son go,and the most cutest,disgusting,and just adorable scene happen.Which as shamefull as it is, I actually relate to.I relate to how I often overlook at my parents effort and get mad at the smallest things.such as the fact that the guy that I like a lot , which I made the party specifically for.I mean at my age, the guy of your dreams is pretty special .Everyones wants some of romance for there birthday party.Don't they?
I'm happy to say, that by the end of the episode,everything went into place and Tina got her gorgeous kiss.Just like everyone wants there first kiss to be.Explosions, hearts,and just *sight* romantic :)
12 Types and Examples of Distorted Thinking
Mind Reading - When you make assumptions about what somebody is thinking or feeling without them telling you. In reality, you are delusional or paranoid.
Catastrophize - when you over think a problem and the effects that they will actually have on you. For example, when you think that losing a relationship means the end of your life when really you can find someone new the next day or down the line.
Filtering - when you only pay attention to one side of things. For example, you only remember the bad times you had in school and not the good ones.
Polarized thinking - when you think of things as either black or white or good or bad. For example, there can only be good or bad people or success or fails.
Personalization - when you take everything too personally. For example, when you think that everything people do or say is some kind of reaction to you.
Blaming - when you hold other people accountable for your problems. For example, you blame someone else for causing you to make a bad decision. In actuality, you were the one who made the wrong call based on your own judgement.
Being Right - You feel the need to prove that your opinions or actions are correct. For example, you neglect other people’s perspective in an argument.
Should’s - when you place sets of rules on yourself. For example, you think that you should go out whenever your friend asks you to.
Emotional Reading - When you use your emotions to make a decision or judgement. For example, you buy into a product because of how good it was marketed when really the product is not that good.
Fallacy of Change - when you think others should change for you and that your happiness depends on them changing. For example, you expect that person to stop being a jerk because you are being nice to them.
Heaven’s Reward Fallacy - when you expect that all your sacrifices or hard work to pay off. For example, you think that if you work hard enough, you should get a reward.
Overgeneralization - when you carry a problem over to other domains. When you fail a math test, you think that you are not good with anything to do with numbers.
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